Creating Kin's Domain Nicole Wright
Creating Kin's DomainAge: 40 years
Country: USA
State/Province: TN
City: Clarksville
About Me:
Ever since I was a child, I’ve felt as though something in the world was... missing? Wrong? Just plain off? Adults would ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up, and my answer was always the same: “I want to make a difference.”
In single digits, I thought that meant being a “movie star” so I could talk about what matters and people would listen (facepalm). As a middle schooler, my yearning to help others transformed into becoming a lawyer. But as I aged into a young adult and began to understand myself a little better, I realized how passionate I was about nature and decided I wanted to be a Marine Biologist. More specifically, I wanted to study cetaceans - otherwise known as whales as dolphins. It was my ultimate dream to help the declining orca (think “Free Willy”) population in the Pacific Northwest. Most high school girls had posters of The Backstreet Boys and Leonardo DiCaprio on their walls. I had Ken Balcomb and Ingrid Visser.
Funny side note: I’m now living with my best friend and high-school sweetheart (now husband) and our kiddos in Middle TN. Not many oceans - or whales and dolphins, for that matter - to study out here. As they say, God laughs at the most well-laid plans. 😉
Leaving our home and families (not to mention my beloved ocean!) back in Southern CA was one of the most difficult decisions we’ve ever made. But the lack of freedom out west was oppressive, and we knew we couldn’t raise our kids the way we wanted to out there. We wanted them to be more in touch with who they were as individuals instead of what society wanted them to be, and that meant moving to a location that both embraced and encouraged that way of thinking. We’ve been here since 2014, and we’ve transformed into completely different people in these last eight years; our family is more sovereign, self-sufficient, and more radically self-accountable than I ever dreamed we could be. I’m so very proud of who we are and what we’re becoming.
However, as happy as I’ve been here, I still found myself searching for that missing... something. The world just didn’t seem right. The media, the collective, even my own doctors were saying things that didn’t line up with what my own God-given logic was telling me. To be honest I wasn’t even sure exactly what I was looking for. I threw myself into my upper management position at work, trying to ignore that whisper of unease inside me. But the harder I worked, the more I knew that I was right. There was something terribly wrong with this soul-sucking existence. I was making very good money, and I had a bright future ahead of me with the company. But I loathed every single minute of it.
In March of 2020, right as corporate was telling us that we’d be forced to wear face diapers masks to brainwash protect each other from this new, unknown “virus”, I’d had enough. I knew the truth about masks from my time in university; expecting them to protect against a virus was as crazy as expecting a chain link fence to protect against mosquitoes.
I. just. couldn’t.
So... I quit. Not only did I quit, but my husband (bless him) allowed me to spend the money we’d saved (which was originally earmarked for installing an inground pool since we missed the ocean). We went from a double to a single income family overnight. Instead of jumping into fear-mode, however, my husband encouraged me to do whatever I needed for my mental well-being. I thank God for him every single day. Without him by my side, I couldn’t be the mother, wife, or well-balanced human that I am today.
But in early 2020, I was so emotionally out of whack that I begged for a garden - somewhere I could put my hands in the dirt and grow things. I was desperate for that type of grounding after years in the corporate grind, especially as the world around us got crazier and more insane. Now, not only do we have a garden, but we also have 10 chickens, a berry patch, a greenhouse, a few bat houses, and the most magical native perennial garden for our little pollinator friends! 🙂
My favorite thing to do while working in the garden is listen to the speeches and talks of people much wiser than myself. I especially love contemplating reality alongside David Icke, Alan Watts, Neil Oliver, Jean Nolan from the Inspired Channel, John St. Julien, and many others.
It was during one of these YouTube podcasts that I first heard about Anastasia and the Ringing Cedars, and I was immediately intrigued. Since I received the series as a Christmas gift, I haven’t been able to put it down! To say these books are life changing just doesn’t do them justice.
For the first time ever, the words settled into place and resonated from the depths of my soul. This is why I chose to incarnate here, now, at this specific time of transformation and change. This is how I want to live, how I want to love, and how I want to leave the world a better place for my children. I am here to share Anastasia’s wisdom with the world.
I am Man, and I am here to make a difference.